Saturday, October 31, 2009
i made $100 doin it!!! it was AWESOME!!!! gettin paid to play with my stuff is the best feeling!!
goal is craft show this time next year!!
the only good thing was Madi's costume... and I GOT TXTING BACK!!!
otherwise. found out a friend was a flake...
found out that im not really needed anymore when i thought i was...
nobody trick or treats anymore...
idk man TODAY SUCKED.
i totally feel like running around and screaming at the top of my lungs... or hitting something... or throwing a pumpkin... idk.
im tired of being nice to people that dont deserve my time and effort.
my bday is in 10 days and if it sucks... s will hit the fan :)
thanks to all those of you who DO care and continue to think of me and leave me sweet lil things :)
SEND ME BDAY CARDS! please i love them!!
welp thats all... wanted to update since its been forever.
PEACE LOVE AND FARTS,
Monday, July 20, 2009
I WILL MOST DEFF NEED THE SUPPORT!!
Saturday, July 18, 2009
Stop by and check it out HERE! :)
Thanks for stopping by!! I will be putting pics up soon!!
Monday, July 13, 2009
Sunday, July 12, 2009
Just a stamp i thought was appropriate for this post...
A big thank you to those of you who support and continue to encourage me thru this rough spot... I will make it thru this!
Without you guys i would be very sad...
Thank you for always being there!! :)
Peace, Love and Hugs,
Friday, July 3, 2009
SOOO... Thanks again :)
P.S. HOW COOL ARE THESE TEENAGE MUTANT NINJA TURTLES!? If ANYONE knows how to make them, OMG lol... I want em!!! :)
sooo freakin cute haha!
Welp, with that said... off to put my BIRTHDAY GIRL to bed! We took her to see Ice Age 3 tonite and she sat still thru about an hour and then wanted to run around! It was SOOO cute tho... I was laughin a lot :) I guess I know for next time to take more snacks to keep her still! HAHA!
Hope all is well with everyone else... and THANKS TO ELLIE FOR MY SU! CATTY!!! I already started making lil love notes/ideas in it!! :)
Thursday, July 2, 2009
life is totally depressing on my end. its like whatever i do to try and cheer up is a completely wasted effort.
i just feel like the world is going to crap and that nobody really cares about anyone else anymore. i've always been nice to other people to try and make them happy first, and now it's like the older i get/more crap i put up with, the more i realize how stupid it is. i mean, im the one who is/has been depressed for 3 years (literally... just about every smile is an act) and i sit there and try and make everyone else happy first. all that does is make me even more sad cuz i give in to them and i get to feel unappreciated. its like one thing after another. depression is not easy... esp when its not JUST you that deals with it...
Code has been putting up with my random outbursts and freak-outs right along with me. he just doesnt know what to do to cheer me up anymore and neither do i.
i know exactly what i want out of life but its so far away it doesnt seem possible.
PLUS, i feel like i have a tiny lil support system, when i need everyone i know to notice that im trying.
its almost exhausting trying to make others happy. is it worth it in the long run? are you supposed to spend your life trying to make others happy instead of yourself?
i've been thru all sorts of things in life but being depressed is by far the most painful. its literally "smile one minute, frown the next". one LOOK can destroy my entire attitude.
i just feel like Code & i have hit rock bottom... neither one of us is working (well Code is KINDA) so we cant pay our bills...
so having fun is almost pointless also. i just cant justify going and having a good time when we have no money and i think life sucks so bad.
most of my days start with me not wanting to get out of bed. once im up, i sit around and be depressed... feed Madi, (not myself) put M down for a nap, sit around and be depressed... she gets up... cycle repeats itself. i flat out dont care about myself when im depressed. i dont eat when im upset/depressed... so i end up losing weight and energy. not the best diet!!
what sucks the worst is i have no friends to call and vent to. the handful of 'friends' i have are always busy doing something else and i dont get invited. sooo, it makes me not want to call them cuz they're out enjoying life while im stuck at home.
idk what to do anymore. :(
anyways thanks for listening... i really needed to vent :(
Hope all is well with everyone else!
Monday, June 29, 2009
Sunday, June 28, 2009
ALRIGHTY THEN thats about it for now... i will be back tomorrow w.BDAY PICS!! :)
Thanks for lookin and have a great week!!
Monday, June 22, 2009
Next, we have the front of the gatefold card i made for Code for Father's Day :) (got a chance to use my new Magnolias!! and my BG Wisteria papers again!!)
Welp, that's about it for now... i have a few projects in the works and i will get those pics posted as i finish them!!
(Mom's bday present will not be published till after July 8 because she would see it!!)
Hope all is well w.everyone!!
Take care and God Bless!!!
Friday, June 19, 2009
Friday, June 12, 2009
(can you sense the excitement?!)
So a HUGE Thank You to Keryn over at http://mckinkle-poppydog.blogspot.com/ for being so generous and thinking of little old me for this award!! I have always wanted to be able to say 'my blog has an award!!!' and... NOW I CAN!!! :) So THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU!!! :) My fave part is the listing of 10 honest things... and of course getting to read everyone else's!!
- i cant stand when people don't listen (especially when they pretend they are)
- i'd rather sit around all day and make cards and crafty stuff than have a 'job' at some random place
- i am TERRIFIED of flying bugs and spiders.. and all other creepy things- i cant kill a 'crunchy' bug without jumping around like a lunatic LOL
- the only 'girl' friends i really have... are online! ;) (i'm one of the guys!!)
- my husband has never heard me sing :) lol... im too shy around him (i dont wanna be one of those people that think they are awesome and then go on American Idol and get laughed off stage) haha
- i REALLY wanna travel outside the US... esp since i know some people around the world!
- my very best friend lives in NY and we've never met in person :) (we met thru AOL Instant Messenger in 1996!!)
- 3AM freaks me out ever since watching Exorcism of Emily Rose (proly doesnt help that a cemetary is basically across the street from my house!)
- my daughter is my biggest fan and best friend :)
- I AM ADDICTED TO EVERYTHING ART!
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
He got to come home from the hospital the other day and Meg called to tell me :)
Evidently he is doing a LOT better- still has the little hole in his heart, but HE'S GONNA MAKE IT! As long as everyone keeps praying for him!! :)
I'm gonna go over and see them this weekend!! I will take some pics and upload em for ya'll!
Anyways just wanted to do that quick update!
Hope all is well with everyone!
Happy Hump Day!! :)
Tuesday, June 9, 2009
So without further adue, the winner of the candy is....
Monday, June 8, 2009
And here's some of what you'll be getting...
Colorbok Star Chipboard Mini Album
Stamping Bella Pregabella Stamp (NEW)
Baby Chipboard pieces
Lots of lil rhinestones
other random embellishments
and of course...
(i mean what's a blog candy without the candy?! not as yummy that's what!)
Alright... now you're probably thinking "How do I get in on this?" well, ima tell ya :)
Here's the rules:
- Post a comment on my blog (if you don't have a blog you may still post as annonymous- just be sure to sign your name!)
- Link me to your blog (again if you don't have one... you are not discluded)
- Become a follower of my blog
- Answer two or all of the 3 questions:
- What is my FAVORITE color?
- What is my daughter's name? (spelling must be correct)
- What is my FAVORITE flower?
(all answers to questions can be found on my blog)
Once you have completed all those things, you are officially entered in the chance to win my CANDY!! :) I am excited to send it off to someone so I can hardly wait til someone wins! I'm doing it til June 8 because I want to give people a chance to see it before it's gone!
The drawing will close at 11pm on Monday, June 8, 2009 and I will announce a winner on Tuesday evening (probably around 5pm CST). Winner will be determined either by names in a hat or by random number generator (depends on how many hits i get from this!) I will announce which way the drawing will go as we get closer to the date.
A HUGE THANKS IN ADVANCE TO EVERYONE WHO STOPS BY! :) without you guys, i wouldnt know as much about this stuff as i do... and i wouldnt have met some of the amazing people i have :)
Good luck to everyone!
Peace, Love & Hugs!
DONT WORRY U STILL HAVE TIME TO ENTER IN MINE!! just be sure to answer the 3 questions and you're in!!
and second... some more blog candy to share! :)
Sarah from the UK has some yummy candy to offer... w.2 sets of Miss Anya stamps and more goodies! Ends June 14 @ 8pm and winner announced shortly after!
Thanks again to all those who have participated in this! :) You're the best!
Thursday, June 4, 2009
Check out this awesome candy from Marlene! She's offering up some SU! ribbon, 6x6 SU! papers and the complete set of Rain Snow Shine from The Greeting Farm! :) Chance to win ends June 5 at Midnight so HURRY over! :)
Up next we have this lovely lil display by Carol. She's offering up this super cute diaper fold pouch that she made for a 'anything but a card' challenge and two Gorjuss Girls stamps! Candy will be open until June 8 at 8pm UK time so don't miss out!! :)
Deb has this awesome candy to celebrate her hitting 300,000 hits on her blog!! Be sure to stop by and check it out! Ends June 5 so HURRY!
Then theres one from Elaine. She is offering up some candy to celebrate the opening of her new webstore Quixotic Paperie! She's giving away some stamps, brads and charms that are available in her shop! Candy ends June 15!!
With thats said, I'm off to enjoy this BEAUTIFUL day! :)
Thanks for stopping by!
Saturday, May 30, 2009
Randy, Meg & Cedric :)
Saturday, May 23, 2009
Thursday, May 14, 2009
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
Friday, May 8, 2009
annnnd of course i work on Mother's Day since it's the busiest day of the year... (i work 10am-6pm) so i wont get to see her really til i get off work on Sunday. :(
its kickin my ass! i barely get a chance to eat at work... im running around all day long and when i get home, i barely sleep at night. and not cuz i stay up late... just cuz i cant seem to STAY asleep. on top of that, everyone at work is all stressed about 'production' and getting it done as fast as humanly possible.. and some of these girls have worked there for a long time- its my first week and they want me to do everything as fast as they do! AHHH! lol! its like all my limbs are being pulled in different directions and im about to break lol.
neways just wanted to update... more later!
Thursday, April 30, 2009
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
im at 45 comments so far...
ya know what that means?
5 MORE COMMENTS UNTIL I DO A BLOG CANDY!!!!
i cant wait! i totally didnt realize that it was this close already! guess that means i will hafta bust out my stash of goodies for someone! :)
im thinkin bout doing one when my 'hit meter' hits 1000... im at like 620 right now! ;) so this candy is gonna be smaller than that one!
i will get a pic uploaded soon so ya'll can see what ur going up against!
THANK YOU TO EVERYONE FOR ALL THE SUPPORT AND LOVIN! :)
(i havent decided when to start the candy but im going to let it run for about a week to see how many ppl i can get in on it... and then my hubby and daughter will draw names from a bucket to see who wins)
neways... im off to finish up online and then off to try and put some more goodies in my candy :)
hope everyone has a good day!
p.s. ANYONE can comment now... you will just be posted as anonymous if you dont have a blog.. so be sure to sign your name and i know who u are :) and to all others... I ADDED A COUNTER at the top of my sidebar :)
p.s. again. i love how ppl say that they love my honesty :) its funny... i just heard from 'someone' in my family that 'my problem is my big mouth' lol... they have NOOO idea ;)